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Friday, December 25, 2009

I hate the book in feeling, I totally hate it.
Another 6 days before I book out for New Year but it will only be for less than 24hrs
:`(

Time is precious

5:27 PM .

H can either means Hell or Heaven but now its more of hell than heaven.

Got posted to Hotel Wing and its said to be the most xiong wing in OCS. I only got through 4 days of it and I am already feeling reluctant to continue. Honestly, this journey seems interesting but it is so fucking long and I will have to sacrifice alot of my weekends and admin time in camp.

I don't even have enough time to bath, eat or call at night. The schedule is so tightly packed, and the standards for training and etc are set so effing high. I wonder if I will OOC.

Anyway, I am booking in 18 hours later just after booking out 6 hours ago. Life in OCS is really sad lah!

Forget all that, I can go on and on and on.

Today's Christmas so you people out there better enjoy yourself.

Merry Christmas! and Happy Wedding Anniversary to my parents!

1:08 AM .

Sunday, December 20, 2009
Farewell

Goodbye world.
I will miss you very much.
See you after 9 months.

10:08 PM .

Saturday, December 19, 2009
Avatar

I want to live in Pandora, fly on a Banshee and talk to Mother Nature.
If you havn't got a clue what I am talking about, go watch James Cameron's new film, Avatar.
The plot is kinda cliche portraying the greed of man but the show is definitely worth your every penny. Catch it in 3D if you can.

How I wish our jungles and forests glow like those in Pandora.

And for those who don't know yet, I am posted to aarrrgghh... OCS.

Didn't want it but now I have to pull myself throught 9 months of hell.

God bless me!

12:24 PM .

Friday, December 18, 2009
Gimme a good one plsssss.

BMTC ePosting will be out in 15 mins!
My heart beating so fast its coming out from my mouth soon.
Please give me what I want. SISPEC is just fine.

*Fingers crossed*

9:45 AM .

Tuesday, December 15, 2009
I'm yours

SO CUTEEEE!!!

Look at his facial expression, I so want to pinch and twist him on the cheeks. Hahahahaha. The change of lyrics is so refreshing!

Currently on a week of block leave, back from Phuket (which is kinda chaotic but pretty fun) and that's not enough! I want more MORE time as a civilian! I don't want to go back to camp and beware there will be even more rants if I know this friday that I will be posted to Jurong!

Christmas is here soon but I am broke. My money come and go so fast nowadays I don't even what they are spent on. I need to indulge and pamper myself proper but before I can do that I have to settle my current debts with my mum before it starts growing again. That might take some time thou. Sigh.

4 more days of leave left. I must utilise it to the max!

*LOVES*

11:37 PM .

Sunday, December 06, 2009
HAPPY 21ST LADIES!

HAPPY BELATED 21ST BIRTHDAY TO

CHAN MEI YING

A HAPPY 21ST TO

MICHELLE KOH

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LADIES!
you two have been really great friends!

9:52 AM .

Saturday, December 05, 2009
Staring into my 14'' screen

Im stuck at home.

I got nothing to surf online.

Searching for what I can do in Thailand next week.

I want to order Pizza.

6:50 PM .

Many things and people come and go in life and this is yet another phase which I will find out which and who are the things and people that I will keep and bring with me to the next. People preserve items which hold great memories and keep friends that look out for one another. I am no different. I treasure those great memories and relationships with people I love and they will stay with me forever.

11:53 AM .

Sunday, November 29, 2009
Chapter 1 is ending

I treasure my long weekend.

Tonight will be my second last Book In before I end my honeymoon period and fairytale with BMTC. Yes, I know majority of the boys hate army but after going through BMT, I have to admit that life in BMT is (and will be) the best compared to life in Command School and Units.

Time will soon come for me to embark on a total new journey and I'm wondering if I'm going to like it. But who cares? Like it or not, I have to suck thumb and go through it. What I can do now is just pray that I get a good posting.

8:34 AM .

Sunday, November 22, 2009
17 more days to go

BMT is ending in less than 3 weeks time and it seems like just a while ago since we first started. I hate the feeling of making then breaking it again. If you all havn't know, I am one that is quite resistant to changes. Nevertheless, I have made really good friends and I'm sure that's going stay for a long long time.

And YAYYYY!! My leave is approved and Im leaving for Phuket immediately after POP! Many plans in mind for the block leave period. Never gonna waste a day out of army.

11:49 AM .

Sunday, November 15, 2009
Where is Santa?

When I was a little boy, I used to watch the Christmas displays along Orchard Road in a bus with my aunt.

I miss those times.

I drove down the stretch of Orchard yesterday to realize that the Christmas decorations and atmosphere in Singapore now is not as good as it used to be.

Heard that there will be confinement for those who enter Command School after BMT, even if there is a public holiday during the period. I want my Christmas and New Year break!

Anyway, for people out there who takes the world for granted go watch 2012! It's a pretty good show.

12:26 PM .

Friday, November 13, 2009
Give me the nod pleaseeeeeee

I want my leave approve!
I want my holiday

9:36 PM .

Saturday, November 07, 2009
Section 3 <3

I dare say we are the best Section of Quebec COY Platoon 1!

1:38 AM .

Sunday, October 25, 2009
I survived the worst!

I pulled through six days of hell without proper food, sleep, rest and bath. SIGH! Imagine having camouflage on for 24/7, wearing the same old dirty piece of uniform throughout the day, bathing only with powder, sleeping just 2-3 hours proper a day (I only had 30 mins of sleep on the last day), eating shitty ration food everydat (I survived mainly on biscuits from day 3 onwards) and lastly worst of them all, being treated like dogs by the commanders.

In return, I got multiple insect bites, wounds, aches and heat rashes all over my body.

No one will like field camp like seriously! It totally drained me dry.

Now I have the worst of BMT out of the way, I will look forward to POP and THAILANDDDD!! in December. YAY!!

Booking back in in less than 24 hours when I only had one bookout day this week :(

9:19 AM .

Saturday, October 17, 2009
Field camp! NOOOO!!!!

People should understand why NSmen always talk about army when they book out. Yes, I am one of those who rant and rave about how things are run inside and complaining about every single dislike. What do you want us to talk about when 5 out of 7 days are spent in the lifeless camp? We don't know what's going on in the outside world although there is newspaper every night but who will have the time and energy to read it after a hard day.

Anyway, Im going on my field camp from next monday to saturday. God bless me!

I predict a week of never ending sufferings and tortures unless my platoon buck up. No contact at all from the outside world and not allowed to bathe at all cept' powder bath!

Eeeewwww!

I got less than 24 hours more to enjoy.

4:13 PM .

Sunday, October 11, 2009
Learning to write all over again.

I cannot even write an essay proper anymore, I struggled to produce a one page long bullshit! Army is making man stupid and yet they are trying so hard to make us use our brains by making us write meaningless reflections and mind maps of the Core Values.

I feel like home now in this new secret hideout place. New bolster and mattress! *touched*

I wanna stay here all day.

5:03 PM .

Friday, October 02, 2009
The big bad wolf cries!

Im out! but very soon I will be back in again.

=(

And ya!

2LT Long Kang

&

3SG Oatmeal

They are the two biggest bitches around. Run for your life if you see them.
They fuck you upside down if you don't run fast enough!

Nuff said. My day will be spoilt if I continue.

Im just going to spend this 1 and a half day well with the important people. However, Im having a really bad sore throat, so bad I think its throat infection and my voice changed! I can't have my double egg yolk mooncake or speak comfortably.

Tekong air is fresher than mainland!? *HAHAHA*

I rather lead my life here than go back there.

10:23 PM .

Sunday, September 20, 2009
SUCK BIG TIME!

I hate to talk about NS cos it sucks!
Its only a week and its killing me.
I have 12 more weeks to POP, tell me people how to survive like that?

ARRGGHHH!!!

I don't want to go back in tomorrow!

10:08 AM .

Monday, September 14, 2009
My bag is packed but Im not ready to go =`(

Im leaving people =(

I will miss all of you!

Hope to see you all soon.

8:28 AM .

Sunday, September 13, 2009
I'm looking at the positives :|

All thanks to Kumar, I managed feel better for a while.

THANKS BBBBFF FOR THE ENCOURAGEMENT TOO!

Hope to see you around in camp.

I'm trying to look at all the positives in camp.

10:33 PM .

In about 24 hours time, I would be leaving for the dreadful island. I don't know what to feel but I know I am not feeling good. I'm feeling very uneasy right now. I'm really worried about many things in and outside camp =`(

I don't want to leave my life behind. I want to be able to continue to lead this ordinary life.

I'm starting to miss everybody and everything here now =(

FUCK!

I don't want to go tomorrow =(

12:05 PM .

Saturday, September 12, 2009
Friends' UPDATE!

Friends all adapting well.
BBBBFF says he is doing fine!

What a relief.

1:34 PM .

I witnessed most of my close friends enlistment into Tekong and I'm going in on Monday myself. The anxiety and anticipition sucks to the core. Emotion flows when parents have to witness their sons give up the comfort of home for NS ife on Tekong. That's the time when everyone tries their best to hold back their tears and put on a brave front.

I can feel it too. I swear the feeling really SUCKS.

When my turn comes this Monday, I will be stepping out of the comfort zone of my family and friends. Like everyone, I am so used to having the luxury of friends and family by my side almost everyday but I will try my best to overcome the first two weeks of confinement.

I know its tough but I will try.

2:58 AM .

Sunday, September 06, 2009
This was where I adopted my Hermit crabs.

It was an impromtu trip but we all made it successful! This trip was a getaway from work for the girls and the last for the boys as they prepare for NS in the upcoming few days =(

We had loads of fun on the sunny island despite the nation sounding the Tsunami warning a few days ago. Hahahaha. In fact, all of us would pretty like to experience a Tsunami! Are we crazy or what? HAHAHA! We all actually thought we should run towards the sea instead of running away should a Tsunami really occurs. LOL.

Sadly, the scary waves did not devour us but we certainly had lots of fun!

That's what I call a perfect holiday!

4:30 PM .