I hate to talk about NS cos it sucks! Its only a week and its killing me. I have 12 more weeks to POP, tell me people how to survive like that? ARRGGHHH!!! I don't want to go back in tomorrow!
10:08 am .
Monday, September 14, 2009 My bag is packed but Im not ready to go =`(
Im leaving people =( I will miss all of you! Hope to see you all soon.
8:28 am .
Sunday, September 13, 2009 I'm looking at the positives :|
All thanks to Kumar, I managed feel better for a while. THANKS BBBBFF FOR THE ENCOURAGEMENT TOO!
Hope to see you around in camp.
I'm trying to look at all the positives in camp.
10:33 pm .
In about 24 hours time, I would be leaving for the dreadful island. I don't know what to feel but I know I am not feeling good. I'm feeling very uneasy right now. I'm really worried about many things in and outside camp =`( I don't want to leave my life behind. I want to be able to continue to lead this ordinary life. I'm starting to miss everybody and everything here now =( FUCK! I don't want to go tomorrow =(
12:05 pm .
Saturday, September 12, 2009 Friends' UPDATE!
Friends all adapting well. BBBBFF says he is doing fine! What a relief.
1:34 pm .
I witnessed most of my close friends enlistment into Tekong and I'm going in on Monday myself. The anxiety and anticipition sucks to the core. Emotion flows when parents have to witness their sons give up the comfort of home for NS ife on Tekong. That's the time when everyone tries their best to hold back their tears and put on a brave front. I can feel it too. I swear the feeling really SUCKS. When my turn comes this Monday, I will be stepping out of the comfort zone of my family and friends. Like everyone, I am so used to having the luxury of friends and family by my side almost everyday but I will try my best to overcome the first two weeks of confinement. I know its tough but I will try.
2:58 am .
Sunday, September 06, 2009 This was where I adopted my Hermit crabs.
It was an impromtu trip but we all made it successful! This trip was a getaway from work for the girls and the last for the boys as they prepare for NS in the upcoming few days =(
We had loads of fun on the sunny island despite the nation sounding the Tsunami warning a few days ago. Hahahaha. In fact, all of us would pretty like to experience a Tsunami! Are we crazy or what? HAHAHA! We all actually thought we should run towards the sea instead of running away should a Tsunami really occurs. LOL.
Sadly, the scary waves did not devour us but we certainly had lots of fun!
That's what I call a perfect holiday!
4:30 pm .
Thursday, September 03, 2009 A few hours more before we are gone! *Edited*
We have to wake up in less than 5 hours and we are doing stupid stuff in the room!
May god blast all our alarm clocks!
Yiipppppeeeeeeee!
2:37 am .
Wednesday, September 02, 2009 Next to you
Two o' clock and I wish that I was sleeping You're in my head like a song on the radio All I know is that I got to get next to you Yeah I got to get next to you Sitting here turning minutes into hours To find the nerve just to call you on the telephone You don't know that I got to get next to you
Maybe were friends Maybe were more Maybe it's just my imagination But I see you stare just a little too long And it makes me start to wonder So baby call me crazy But I think you feel it too Maybe I, Maybe I Just got to get next to you
I asked around and I heard that you were talking Told my girl that you thought I was out of your league What a fool, I got to get next to you, whoa Yeah it's five in the morning and I can't go to sleep 'Cause I wish, yeah I wish that you knew what you mean to me Baby let's get together and end this mystery, oh
Maybe were friends Maybe were more Maybe it's just my imagination But I see you stare just a little too long And it makes me start to wonder So baby call me crazy But I think you feel it too Maybe I, Maybe I Just got to get next to you
12:33 pm .
Tuesday, September 01, 2009 No more Frankel or Tampines house trips
=( I'm feeling kinda sad, I had my last tuition class with my boys today. It has been almost 3 years since I first started tutoring William and Joseph and although they can be up to no good at times, it was a pleasure teaching them. As for Ashraf, my other P1 boy, I have taught him for a year or so. He's a pretty sensible boy for his age. The little Teacher's Day gift from him is so sweet. =)
I'm sure I'll miss them, especially the Frankel boys.
12:26 am .
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