Wednesday, April 19, 2006
finally..RELAX
heheh..dunno y this week suddenly feel so light n relax.maybe its bcos of e movies n outings??den i shud hav more in the future it helps to relax..cool..but tml jiu shi orientation liao..so sian lor..need to introduce urself like.."hi im tongteck nice to meet u guys"..sound like an idiot..ahaha.trying to find a book that i once saw in mph call "philosophy to your inner side"but cant find that book anymore liao.trying to help a fren.havnt try times n popular maybe thr hav??..maybe..zhu ren wei kuai le zi ben..aint i good??...ahaha...
12:04 pm .
Wednesday, April 12, 2006
somethings juz cant be changed.
wat a week.living in mostly miseries during the last week and trying to forget somethings that i myself cant fufil.but no matter wat i juz hav to let it go n start a new beginning,u think its easy?try it urself n u will noe the pain n misery.i hate night time n its truly devastating for me i do not noe y but u got to ask the other side of me.maybe its bcos of someone?who noes?not even myself sometimes.its really confusing,shes living in her own fairyland n i'm making myself suffer.wats the use of me doing these stuffs?is it worth it?definitely not.we may or even not contact(most probably not,i do wan to intrude ur life)when a new sch term starts.Maybe this is wat i call walking out of my own darkness...
I'm really really trying very hard to release n tears seems my only best fren most of the time.
1:56 pm .
Saturday, April 01, 2006
long time
It had been a long time since i last blogged.I oso dunno hw long.opps.lol.hahah.Alot of things happened during these few months n there were much more miseries den happy moments.I dunno hw to describe it either maybe time will tell.haiz.wat for being unhappy over some matters juz read some of my frens blogs n i discovered tht they r oso no whr different frm mi.lol.maybe they r abit better den me??Campus superstar final oso coming le its tml.haha.Teresa u roxs 4eva! "ZHEN SHU FU" 2gether wif "HAMSTER" (zhiyang) both of u will crown best of the guys n gals. XD
6:28 pm .
