Wednesday, April 12, 2006
somethings juz cant be changed.
wat a week.living in mostly miseries during the last week and trying to forget somethings that i myself cant fufil.but no matter wat i juz hav to let it go n start a new beginning,u think its easy?try it urself n u will noe the pain n misery.i hate night time n its truly devastating for me i do not noe y but u got to ask the other side of me.maybe its bcos of someone?who noes?not even myself sometimes.its really confusing,shes living in her own fairyland n i'm making myself suffer.wats the use of me doing these stuffs?is it worth it?definitely not.we may or even not contact(most probably not,i do wan to intrude ur life)when a new sch term starts.Maybe this is wat i call walking out of my own darkness...
I'm really really trying very hard to release n tears seems my only best fren most of the time.
1:56 pm .