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Wednesday, July 26, 2006

hiccup are inevitable. its so difficult being a nice and bad guy at the same time. im fed-up with those comments i received. i really want to find a place to cool myself down or a place that will allow me to vend my anger and fustrations. i feel like cursing now %$#@^& ..argh im going to burst soon or later!!!

From home to sch and sch back to home, i carried tons of load on my shoulders. In sch, barely project is enough to put me to my deathbed and we are already competing with time. No time to spare for relaxing and my life is totally gone. I, seriously really need the help of my grp members,although i noe u guys are stressed up and busy with ur own stuffs too. I cant complain much, thats life in a poly.

At home, rant of my brother is really irritating and he is adding salt to my wound. Why cant i have peace even at home? please spare me, will you? Nobody to listen to my thoughts and pains, or in other words, i do not want anyone to worry for me. i rather keep everything to myself and put on a strong front in front of everyone. Everyone has his or her own problems,so why bother to add to theirs.If my beloved grandpa is still alive i would share everything with him.how i wish i could join him or meet him right now.i really miss him.

11:20 pm .